I am a writer and poet, who has been writing and performing with poetry for a while now. Unfortunately arts is not an easy world to survive in, to get rent and bills paid you need to be amongst the tiny minority that is really succesful. I am also not that interested in fame and lots of touring or so, my biggest love and passion and what I love most of all in life is just writing poetry, standing on stage reading my poems and talking to the audience.
Unfortunately I am also suffering heavily from OCD and anxiety disorder, as well as clinical depression. The stage is the one place where I manage to forget all those worries and feel totally liberated, as if I can totally spread my wings once I enter the stage. Writing and arts are my biggest passion of all, along with travel maybe but the latter is usually never a profession :) However, the office world is negatively influencing my mental health. The pressure of performing 8 hours a day while the OCD is consuming more and more time through the rituals it makes me perform and through panic attacks, make me totally exhausted at the end of the day and sometimes during most of the weekend too. My psychotherapist states I cannot handle a fulltime job and that my mental health is likely to not improve at all or even become worse if I continue to expose myself the the pace and pressure of the office world. Another problem is that I experience strong anxieties when surrounded by the same people too often ; a stark contrast with talking to strangers about arts, travelling, culture, politics, filosophy, ... I am not anti-social, but cannot handle being around the same people too often. The office world demands just that.
It would be great if I could focus myself on my arts entirely, because you can live at a slower pace, you can work at the hours you feel the inspiration and good spirit are there rather than being stuck to a fixed daily working schedule, and you can work more or less in solitude (and of course you have to perform but no two audiences are ever the same). It would not only increase motivation, it would also be beneficial for my mental health to live on a slower pace and have flexible hours of writing instead of fixed schedules to work with. A person satisfied with what he is doing and not over-exposed to the things that trigger his disorders, will be emotionally stronger and better coping with his problems (I already experienced that myself when I had the chance to take some time off -- the moment I returned to fulltime work my OCD and anxiety disorders went back to worse)
I realise making arts your work is not easy because a lot of artists hardly manage to pay their bills. Only the happy few live in luxury, the majority of artists live a very sobre life due to lack of incomes. And of all art forms, proze and literature are not the easiest neither (the target audience is a lot smaller than for musicians for example). Still I believe it has to be possible, but I don't know if it will be possible here in Europe.
A few people I met spent some years in countries such as India, Ecuador, Peru, Cambodia, ... doing nothing but arts. They had a publisher in Europe and thus were paid according to European standards, but while based in a country where the cost of life is lots lower. All they needed was a stable internet connection in order to get their new work sent to the publisher in time. They worked on their own tempo and were not bound by a fixed time schedule. I think this is just what I'd need to increase my quality of life a bit, live on slower pace in order to not suffer from my mental health issues as much as I do now, and dedicate most of my time to what I love most (which in its turn again increases your emotional strength -- something important in order to stand up again fastly when the OCD smacked you against the ground once again). I am just not sure where to start searching for that, but it is definitely something I am considering. I feel like I need to get out of the rat race before it will further break down my mental health, whereas if I could get out of that rat race and live more in harmony with myself, I could drastically increase my quality of life.
What I would need is a country where
a) cost of life is low enough that you don't need to publish only bestsellers but can do with selling just a decent number or books
b) residence permits being relatively easy to obtain (working permits would not be necessary as long as your publisher is in Europe and you send in your new work via the web)
c) people live on a slower pace than generally in Western Europe, spend more time outdoors socialising, living more in harmony with each other and with themselves
d) vibrant artistic scene
I don't need luxuries ; basic comfort is more than enough. No big accomodations needed neither, one person can do with a 30 - 40 square meters (with own toilet and shower though, as contamination OCD would make sharing an apartment impossible).
I must add that I feel very comfortable in Spain, where I am now. It is just the fulltime work, the rat race, the daily company of the same persons, that are negatively influencing my health. I don't want to lament that somebody with a certain psychological issue cannot work ; however I do have to be honest enough that I cannot just do any type of work without being at the cost of keeping my mental health in decent state. If I could get out of the rat race here in Spain, I'd be very happy to do so here. (one of the reasons why I moved to Spain was the vibrant artistic scene here)
I have lived in Turkey before and fell in a deep love with the country and with Middle Eastern culture in general. If I could settle in the Middle East and live and work in a tempo that my mental health can handle better, this would be great. I however fear this may be hard, the times when the cost of life was low and the rat race far away in the Middle East are more or less behind us ...
So which locations may be worth to look deeper into in case the situation isn't improving where I am now? Latin America? Asia? I'd be open for many things, since I also love discovering new cultures, new places. I'm lucky with that, moving in order to realise that aim of focussing on arts entirely would not be an issue. I would however like to know if the testimonies from the people I used to know who lived in places such as Peru, India, Ecuador, ... and lived off the writings they sent to their publisher in Europe, are exceptional cases of being lucky in realising that, or if the costs and bureaucracy of such countries indeed make it a realistic option.
Let me emphasise I am just trying to gain information, my bags are far from packed since I'm very happy in Spain. I am realistic though: I'll need to look for an alternative out of the rat race if I want to improve my quality of life and mental health.

