On my 7th day in India. Moving on from Jodhpur to Udaipur soon. I am starting to dislike my experience.
I love 209 pounds over the last 10 months. My weight before I left Canada was 201.8 lbs. My BMI is suppose to be 175 lbs. So I am very close to that Mark.
Yet I feel as physically disabled as I did when I was 411.5 lbs 10 months.
Couldn't ride a camel. Hard time getting on
Hard time getting off. Whole reason for Jaisalmer. Go to forts. Only see so much. Run into a long stair well with no railing and I have to go back. I have poor balance on stairs.
I have a limited diet and finding food to fit into is hard. For example almonds and peanuts. Not at a market. Maybe when I get to Jaipur and Then Delhi it will be easier to find as it's so freaking big.
I feel let down and disappointed in myself. So close to bmi and yet so challenged physically.
Also needing to take my shoes off at certain places. I have drop foot. Need to wear my brace in the shoe. If I don't I risk tripping.
I plan to do less from now on. Play it safe unless I am 100%sure I can do it.
