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Too many trips to plan - I have a nervous breakdown !!

I know some of you will think I am insane or this message is quite a nuisance but i need to speak to someone.

I have air 13 tickets bought for 6 trips covering 4 countries in S.E.A, 3 trips to Thailand(my regular country) and 3 trips to 3 other countries which I am going for the first time, all within the next 6 to 7 months. My problems are:

a) Planning all trips, itinerary, transport and hotels bookings, time planning etc is so troublesome because I wanted to go everywhereer.

b) Making all the trips may jeopardise my career unexpected earlier.

c) After all these countries, I will plan for Nepal, Tibet and Europe. Actually I wanted to go these countries more eagerly(but cost more).

Making all those 6 trips will probably cost me another USD1500 to USD2000 on the landed expenditure. My friends advised that I should give up all those tickets, cancel those trips and reserve those money to make the Nepal/Tibet trip or double it up and go Europe later.
They said it's more worthwhile. Problem is I have the same problem last year and cancelled 8 tickets of the same countries !!

It make sense since I am having a nervous breakdown now. What shall I do ? I know the final decision is still on me. Maybe I just need some physcological consolation. I don't know.

Please give some advise. Don't scold me, I am already sick.

Let's help each other for better travelling !!